If

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if i could be nt dat soft-hearted

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if i could just ignore everythg, doing thgs i want to

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if i could preserve more for myself

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if i were nt blind by all those

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if i could be nt so perasan =P

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thgs would hd gt much more simplier

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and i could do better perhaps

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bt why i just cant?

** thinkin =) **

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fever again....geram >,<

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