hardly-did-anythg day

i was just so nt in the mood of study this evening...

and saw stack of CDs i brought along fr home while tidyin up...

so i watched the Secret again..

alright, i noe it's kind an old movie...

nt very old too la act...2 yrs back?

yup, it's my last movie b4 SPM...

stil rmb i rushed all the way fr tuition class to gp for it..

hahahaahah = p

though i hs been watchin it nt less than 15 times...

still, im so into it...

stil my tears would wet my cheek every each time i watch it..

i duno why too...

hahahaha...>,<

and i just like the character "叶湘伦" so much!

exspecially when he speaks in kind of an o-lor way....

my goodness! he's just so cute ler! >,<

how nice would it be if i hv a bf like him..

muahahaha~

**i noe i sound kinda sampat** =p

and it reminds me bout my piano...

just miss it so much!

last time always free nia tio cal and play thru the phone...

bt ever since i stopped at gr 8 few years back...

plus overwhelmed wif my studies...

then left home for college and now for uni...

it's like been ages dat i basically din really touch my piano d ler...

>,<

kenot d...

this holiday back home mz spend sumtime wif it d...

**winkwink**

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=)

it's physiology practical class today...
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and today's activity is dealing wif the spirometer...
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it's quite a huge device that measures the volume of air breathed in and out...
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hd great time kacau-in those who were getting their spirogram...
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we gota like breath in deep and exhale out forcefully...
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so we were like keep on
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"push! push! baby cumin out d! only a bit more to go! " XD

part of the spirometer

my spirogram =)

5 smthg afta class,

went pasar malam wif candise, heng giap & sherlynn....

basically, we only went for FOOD...

hd lots of 'delicacies' today...

lok lok, bubble tea, pan mee, fried chicken, herbal tea, fruits popiah...

**yumyum**

lok lok

**bt the lok lok @ kl is real expensive ler >,<**

'group' photo w/o me

[couple of the day]

they are so sweet that made me and sherlynn sumhow beh tahan...

and the funniest part was dat...

afta they said all those "yuk ma" stuff so loudly d...

only they said " aiya...dun say so loud...later xiuqi n sherlynn beh tahan..."

hahaha >,<

*we 4giv eu eh...understand la...cz we were once lik dat too..rmb sy n wen always say me sai meng too. XD *

btw...hop eu two stay sweet 4ever! =)

seein them reminds me of him...the way of his driving single-handed while another hand holdin mine tight...the moments we went lok lok 2gthr...and what happened on laine's 08' n 09' bdays...bt i guess eu no longer rmb all ths...

and owh ya!

nt to 4get bout the cute facial towel i bought...

**winkwink**

the bear looks so cute! =P

back to uni around 7smthg...

had bath and took a nap...

and again....

back to BOOKS

*sigh*

STRESS is fillin the atmosphere of coll recently...

cz it's already d study week for courses othr than medicine and dentistry...

their finals wil start fr nx week...

and ours is just around the corner too...

only 17 days to go...

no more time to waste >,<

so jiayou 2gthr lo my frens!

signin' off,

p/s: kampatae 2gthr o...dun giv up for the followin papers...im sure eu can do it..add oil =)

傀儡

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真的不想

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一次又一次地,

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傻乎乎地，

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成为

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你的傀儡

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Salivary Test

did 2 saliva collections today...

one for the research of our Profs in the morning...

another one was for our own experiment in the aftanoon...

we hv to like hold our saliva, nt swallowing for 5 mins...

and then only drain them into the test tube...

it's kind of digusting....

so sum of my coursemates were like very paise...

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but the researchers were right,

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" comon' we are dental students...these wil be wat we wil be dealing wif...should be no fear! "

like the test tube holder so much...cute right? =)

test tubes.chewing gum w/o flavour & colorin

and recently, we roomates all kena gota-get-get syndrome lo...

once getting near to 12...

we wil all just keep on "gota-get-get", mimic-in the guy in the video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaRumbIuqmM

[check this out]

and laugh all the way long....

i guess we all are just really too stress d...

hahahahahs...

>,<

okie...it's time for bed now...

prosection tmr...

hope dat i can stil rmb what i've been munchin in fr SNELL ths few days

**finger-crossed**

aja aja fighting!

and gdnitez =)

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signin off,

p/s : knowin what happened recently, i just feel so sry of keepin eu wry...i'll really take gd care of myself..dun wry k..eu too mz take care...n thx for really takin me as a part of urs...im really touched...very touched indeed...i'd act taken eu all as part of mine too..n it'remains no matter what..love fr me, God bless =]

Thx!

planned to get to bed early today...
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but just when i hd prepared myself...
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going to bed soon afta blogging...
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smthg happened...
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holding on, rushed out of room...
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went down and hd a stroll by myself....
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i tot i could nt lettin them see dat...
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settled down, gt back to room...
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evelynn offered to teach me to play her chinese yoyo...
,
扯铃

the noob

and

the semi-pro

**evelynn say kenot write pro wor**

it really made me putting thgs aside for dat moment...

evelynn & candise,

thx alot! love eu gals. hearts.

quote of the day:

fallin in love is like drinking beer...when eu gt too much of it...eu'll find urself start acting stupid... but eu just cant stop urself drinking stil...

arghhhhh!

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seriously duno what im actually doin...
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it seems everythg is clear enough...
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but why cant i jz gt d clue and gt out of it...
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no matter how hard i tried to stuff them into my head...
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no matter how hard i wish i could really see it thru...
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it's like always when i tought i finally understand it...
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but immediately on the next day...
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i wil just 4gt bout everythg again...
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my brain gt blank again!
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grrrrr~~!
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dear God, can You pls grant me the wisdom to understand?

**prayin hard**

Facebook!

facebook is getting wild & notti ! >,< .
check out these two oh-my-goodness games:
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degrafe soutif!

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baisse calbute!

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i was laughing all the way while playing such stupid games...

really solute wif their creativity...

lik dat also can make games out of these...hahaha...

alright, i noe eu guys must be saying,

" this xiuqi...si pian tai..mz be study too stress til sot jor! " XD

but hey, i NEVER do dat in my real life mia k..

im very innocent and guai mia k....

**winkwink**

n guess what my roomate says?

" strap off d straight away change another one d eh...gt nthg to see at all...nt fun at all eh! "

wat a notti her!

ahahaha >,<

okie...enough of foolin around..

it's time for book again!

subjects of the day : anatomy & biochemistry

gambatae =)

Shoppin Saturday

waken up by chong's call this morning..

tellin me they wil be pickin up...

quickly jumped out of the bed, prepared myself...

and off we went for brunch and to jusco for grocery shopping...

all 3 of us - me, chong and his gf - hv exam on the same week...

so we nid food stock! haha =p

so let's see what i've gt....

it's all my mine!

a trolley full of biscuits, fruits and tip-bits

they'll be my supper, stimulatin glycogenesis in me, for the following 3 weeks

**winkwink**

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2 trays of durians

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a tray for 3 of us...

anothr tray for my 2 lovely roomates...

they were just saying they miss durian alot last nite =)

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last but nt least,

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vitamin C efferverscent

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to keep me immuned and strong for exam =)

**bt nv know it's dat expensive =.=**

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kla...it's time for books now...

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only 3 weeks left..

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subject of the day - Physiology

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jiayou to myself! =)

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signin off,

a plum a day, keeps the dr away =)

Love and Time

this is an article my eng lecturer shared wif us durin matix =)

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Once upon a time, thr's an island whr everyone lived 2gthr: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, Love, including Time and others. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink. So all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

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Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

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When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

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Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.

Love said, "Richness, can eu take me wif eu?"

Richness answered, " No, I cant. Thr's a lot of gold and silver in my boat. Thr's no place here for eu."

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Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel.

"Vanity, pls help me!"

"I cant help eu, Love. Eu are all wet and might damage my boat, " Vanity answered.

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Sadness was close by so Love asked, " Sadness, let me go wif eu."

"oh...Love, im so sad that i need to be by myself!"

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Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy dat she din even hear when Love called her.

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Suddenly, thr's a voice, "Come, Love, I'll take eu." It was an elder.

So blessed and overjoyed, Love even 4gt to ask the elder whr they were goin.

When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way.

Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, anothr elder,

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"Who helped me?"

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"It was time, " Knowledge answered.

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"Time?" asked Love. "But wy did Time help me?"

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Knowledge smiled wif deep wisdom and answered,

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" Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is =) "

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Insomnia

i've been staying up late continuously for recent few days

readin up, preparing myself for anatomy prosection class

and this hd made me gt obvious panda eyes @.@

so tot of going to bed earlier tonite

(to be more precise, it's last nite)

but then when i was just going to bed...

the alarm of our hostel rang..

and yup, it's the fire drill practice..>,<

so no choice, gt to go down for a stupid talk..

but basically we din really listen to it too >,<

instead we took pics = p

note yee shin's hands XD

my pretty coursemate, wye tit

roomates =)

qi. wai yan

the talk ended around 2...

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back to room...

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hd a toast on the bed...

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but my eyes were wide opened, couldnt slp at all..

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insomnia >,<

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so gt up to study and fb-in =P

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4smthg, yee shin woke up and went breakfast wif the group

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she asked me to go too

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bt i din go..

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it's just too early la...5 in the morning leh!

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kinda dangerous actually >,<

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so just ask her to da bao for me...

6smthg, she was back wif a packet of fish porridge for me...
**winkwink**

im now so full..

and stil im in kind of excitated state

>,<

but gota gt myself to bed stil...

chaoz

bye to GTEE 1102!

alright, i noe eu guys must be scratching ur head

thinkin " GTEE 1102? wat's dat?!"

it's actually a subject code for

ENGLISH FOR ACADEMIC PURPOSES

that we are taking this sem

and this is the class dat make us only finish class at 8 every thurs...

and guess what..?

today is its last class d

so meaning no more walkin bck in the dark every thurs!

***yippeeeee!***

thx to our lecture, Mdm Prameela =)

Mungkin Nanti

by Peterpan

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

>,<

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anatomy !

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drawing + memorizing + 3D piecing up

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eu are really killing me!

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>,<

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i wana sleep ler~~~!

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grrrrrrrrr!

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我的回忆不是我的

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伤心的总会任性
灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去 将最多的细碎
锁到属于你的眼睛
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失恋的不够耐心
失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界
于最光的刹那感动
属于你的气息

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即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```

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当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
也许回忆你的

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当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性
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失恋的都有惰性
失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界
当理想的刹那
因爱 无分你的我的
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即使很多一起过的
想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情.
通通都可再见但承诺可再听
什么可不变色 OH baby```
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当晚与你记住蒲公英
今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我 我承认
回忆也许你的

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当晚与你记住流水声
今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性

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it's the time

noticed such a lil yellow memo stuck on my lappy when i was back to room afta talking on the phone wif wen....

it's fr evelynn, my roomate...

viewed her blog as i was tol to...

and many thoughts dat pop into my mind...

many thgs that hd happened so sudd recently...

too many thgs dat sumhw i could hardly bear at once...

but these few days i finally really see it thru d...

finally i really noe what i actually wants...

it should be me myself who takes ctrl of my own life...

and yup, eu are right my dear...

it's really time for it...

to my dearest daddi, mummy and frens:

thx for being understanding enough nt asking

thx for everythg eu all hv been doin for me

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trust me,

ah qi wil be back!

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i miss eu ='(

woke up crying this morning...
dreamt of ah ma again...
it was the day a week b4 her leaving us forever...
she could hardly have the strength to speak...
it's only when we made our ears real close down towards her dat could we hear her...

" eu mz work hard in ur study...ah ma is always proud of eu..."

tat's what she last tol me b4 i headed back to college dat weekend...
wif my hands in hers, gripped tight...
tears kept rolling down her cheek....
i tried hard to hold back, tellin her...
" ah ma..i will..eu mz take med and stay strong too...i'll be back again nx week..."
trying hard to put on a smile...
but nv ever would i think of dat would be the very last time...

ah ma, we all really miss eu badly here ='(

how are eu doing in ur new world?

Distance vs Love

it seems dat it's a break-up season these few months...
in less than 3 months for me getting into uni...
i'd been seeing so many couples (includin me myself)
one by one, who turns fr N/A to S/A...
N/A = not available ; S/A = single and available ( UM terms =.= )
and as eu could guess fr my post title...
Distance is the leading reason given...
is really distance a problem in a relationship..?
erm..hmm...
sum say yes..sum say no...
but for me...i would say NO!
distance shouldnt be a problem.... if ur love is stil strong...
it's really undeniable that when eu are in a long-distance relationship...
the couple can no longer see each other as often as they used to...
yup...it's true dat eu wil face times dat he/she couldnt be by ur side in time of need...
gota go shopping alone...
attend fren's bday party w/o ur partner....
and really sumtimes eu wil be questionin urself
" why it seems dat im leading single life more when im actually in a relationship...?"
but then,
why thr's stil lots of couples that can make it thru?
the best example i would gv is yin's parents...
he studied abroad at UK...she was here in m'sia waiting...
in dat 4 yrs time...nv once he came back....
and imagine...it was 20 yrs ago....
the era wif no MSN, no sms, no skype, no 3G, no web cam...
d only affordable way of communication was thru letter...
and it took months to receive...
but then just thru letter...stil they made it thru...
but why we couldnt make it thru when telecommunication are simply accessible?
conversely, there's couple stickin to each othr 24-7....
class togthr...eat togthr...sleep togthr....
do everythg 2gthr....
but end up breakin up too... ?
so i would say...
distance itself wasnt really a problem....
it's all depends on how we look at it...
it's nt all about who waiting for who...
but it's all about we both waiting for each other...
for eu hv time dat nid her by ur side, so do her!
eu hv times dat miss her so badly and wish eu could see her, so do her!
eu hv times dat wish to be hugged so much, so do her!
she/he hv the same fear of lossing eu, nt less than eu!
but it's love+trust+confidence in eu urself+confidence in her/him dat make it thru...
it's the strong feelin dat makes eu wana hold on no matter how hard it would be...
but when eu find urself no longer wana hold on...
it's d time when eu find urself no longer feel for her/him as much as eu used to....
pls dun blame it wholely on distance...
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when love is thr, nthg can be a problem. everythg can be solved..

even it seems thr's no othr way out.stil we would hv the faith dat we can both make it thru 2gthr.

but when love fades, every single lil problem is a big problem tat can nv be solved.

-thx for making me realize such a cruel truth-

i wana recover~!

5 packs of medicine fr doctor =(

why cant i recover eh!

geram

grrrrrr~~~~

cousins outing

planned nt cumin back til my break afta exam...
but then i just feel like cumin back so much...
and tot dat it was 12 on monday...
though thgs dun go as wat i planned...stil i came back...
so afta class...immediately packed and grabbed myself a ticket...
and on my way back to penang...
reached in the evening...around 5 smthg...
thx to wei and xuan for picking me up...
reached home, once daddi saw me...
nt as usual...the first thg he would say " welcum back!" wif a broad smile on...
instead, " eu are really too thin d....losing weight again...." wif a dissappointed face...
**sry daddi...i noe i'd made eu all wry much recently... but gv me sum time...i wil make it thru..**



nite,

heng came over...tot of chatting wif daddi...
but then daddi and mummy hd appointment wif the brick supplier for our hs...
so they gota go BM dat nite...
since dat, we cousins sudd hd a wide idea of hanging out 2gthr...
and sudd i tot of that place...
the only time i went was in the evening...
i always wish i hv d chance to go at nite...
to see if it's really dat nice as i was tol...
and everyone agreed...
so afta getting changed...
five of us : heng, ting, wei, xuan and me
jumped onto my baby smart and off we go~!

it's really much nicer at nite.....

xuan.qi.ting

wei looks like a ghost, dont he? hahah...

all of them were like "wow...i nv noe penang hs such a place...how eu noe eh..?"
and i was just like smilling back...
wei likes the house there alot too...
he asked bout the pakcik selling rojak thr bout the selling price of the hs...
it's around 800K per unit... nt too bad for a 3-stories..

thr's more pics of us foolin around thr uploaded at fb....CLICK HERE

then,

we headed to a nearby hawker centre...

yes! hawker food~!

ting.wei.heng.xuan

the stupid "flower" pose XD

we already hd our dinner actually...

so we just ordered few dishes to share...

let's see what holiao we hd.....

stuffed ban jian kui~

o jian~

grilled stig-ray~

fried lalas~

herbal soup~

bbq sotong~

we were all so sastified wif the yummy food...
and guess what?
5 of us spent less than RM 100 for all...
cheap huh?
this is why i like hawker food...
cheap yet YUMMY~!
yeeee~~~ =)




p/s: galvin, thx for ur concern.it's real warm in here =)

坏人

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

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real nice song fr our local singer =)

If

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if i could be nt dat soft-hearted

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if i could just ignore everythg, doing thgs i want to

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if i could preserve more for myself

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if i were nt blind by all those

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if i could be nt so perasan =P

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thgs would hd gt much more simplier

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and i could do better perhaps

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bt why i just cant?

** thinkin =) **

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fever again....geram >,<

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miss home

only 1 lecture and OB practical class to attend today...
so this allows me to gt up a bit bit later...
nt too late...an hr later atleast...
i gt kind of better d when i gt out of bed tis morning...
body temp hd a slight decrease d...
but then afta an hr of lecture...
d fever was back
backed to room, immediately took paracetemol again...
my frens tol me to take 2 tablets of them...
but due to my body weight dat's much more below average...
im sked such dosage would be too heavy for me...
so just took one and rested on the bed...
no more fever...*yipee*
went OB practical at 2pm...
but nt even 1 hr...
again the FEVER was BACK !
my whole body was like burning =(
thank God that today's lesson was just tooth carving...
and Dr Marina was not in...
so i sneaked back on 3 smthg...
bought a pack of KOOLFEVER pad fr the shop in my coll...
pad 1 on my forehead and again on the bed i slept
til now only i gt up...
but then the fever is stil there...grrrr!
it's time for me to take med again i guess >,<

my 'chan' looks

now i noe why ppl would say fallin sick would make eu homesick...

i really miss penang

i really miss home

last but nt least,

i really miss eu badly...

i wana go home ='(

**praying hard i wil gt well soon**