Tiring Days

christmas was over and here came there 3rd week of 2nd Sem....

yes, 3RD WEEK!!

wat's so special of 3rd week dat i hv to make its font dat big and bolded?

it's bcz fr this week on our timetable wil be real real PACK!

no more SSL ( self-study learning aka sleeping time )...

no more 4hrs break in between the classes..

no more my-tutorial-is nx-section-so-i-can-go-back-and-sleep-now...

and

we hv to WALK MORE!

fr this faculty to another..

>,<

as for yesterday and today...

i think i'd been spending half of my time just walking here and there...

to illustrate this, this is the map i drafted by my own..

** 1st coll to kps : ~20mins**

** dental new fac to medic fac : ~23mins **

chew on this:

yesterday...

0800-0930: lectures @ Dental New Fac

0930 : form summition @ KPS

1015-1315 : prosection class @ Medic Fac

1400 : go office to settle my fees payment @KPS

1530 : oral biology tutorial @ Dental New Fac

today....

0800-1000: lectures @ Dental New Fac

1030-1315 : anatomy SDL @ Medic Fac

1315-1400 : lunch break [back to 1st coll for lunch]

1400-1500: physiology tutorial @ Dental New Fac

1500-1800: Professional Writing @ Enginering Fac

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so basically i just jump flat on my bed once im back fr class these days..

feel as if my legs weren't mine at all =(

and still hv to bear wif it for one sem...

i think our Dean just take us as robots which nid no rest...

T.T

owh ya!

nt to 4get...

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

may all of us hv a blessed year ahead~ =)))

Christmas Weekend

back to penang for christmas!

we usually celebrate our christmas at yiyi's house in quite a "comtemporary" way:
fiesta wif turkey, baked potatoes, baked sausages belted wif bacon, wine, fruit punch...
yiyi's church members would come over carolling and then gift exchange around 12...
but i missed all of these this year...
HOW BAD T.T
cz i only reached penang around 9smthg on christmas eve...
obviously they hd went over to yiyi's house at bm for christmas-eve party...
daddi suggested me to stop at juru toll and he pick me up there...
but then it would be kind of troublesome...
so asked for Wen's help last minute...
luckily Wen hd no function dat nite..
so she can pick me up..
** thx Wen, love eu lots **
as nobody's home, neither did i bring along my house key,
so just spontenously we went E-gate Starbuck while waiting my family to be back...
bumped into some of the youth impacts there..

also, as it's been ages since wen last met suiyen...
we called up her and so she came over wif adelyn too afta attending church...
hd gals talk and of cz nt to miss...

PICTURE TIME!

see the similarities in us?

[ t-shirt . hairband . scarf ]

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then it came the christmas day!
hd the second gals outing wif kiwi, suiyen and adelyn..
it's been quite sum time i din meet tiok kiwi d too....
and guess what was the 1st thg she said once getting into my car..?
" wei, ur hair how cum so long ki eh..."
real swt =.=lll
we hd lunch at Apex Cafe..
and as usual, gals' talk again~!
it reminded me of the cnys we hd togthr during schooling days...
hahaha!
a bit bit dissapointment at nite...
but nvm...i noe eu were just worried of my safety =]

sat mornin, again, another gals outing wif the gals...
went yam cha wif mag, wen, sue-yin, laine, fishy
**just ignore ts...he and fishy are 2 in 1...LOL**
brought along xiangling too...she insisted on following...
and smthg real funny happened...
mag, wen and i reached first...
laine n fishy were just on the way picking up sue-yin..
so they asked us to start first...
but then for ur info, there's basically 2 点心之家 in penang - one opp KDU ; another opp UMNO...
and guess what?
we just went to d diff ones...
** communication break down**
and the climax was we only discovered it when we were almost done eating..
**no wonder they just din come eh*
hahahah >,< nite, planned of going out...
but forced to cancel off due to certain reason..
sobx T.T * im real sry*

so...this was how i spent my Christmas weekend!
thr's a small regret for this trip back to penang by the way = (
anyway, im now back to uni, getting myself ready to focus on my STUDY!
no more holiday mode til CNY break !
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KAMPATAE TO MYSELF! =)

Double Standard

very often, we hv double standard in us :

we judge people using this rule while judgin our own wif a diff rule,

setting a lower standard for ourselves while asking more from the rest.

we allow ourselves to make mistakes while pinning down the rest for just even a little tiny mistake they did.

we tend to pointing towards others instead of reflecting back.

this is the HUMAN BEINGS...

Every Breath Eu Take

Every breath eu take and every move eu make
Every bond eu break
Every step eu take, I'll be watching eu
Every single day and every word eusay
Every game eu play
Every night eu stay, I'll be watching you
Oh can't eu see eu belong to me?
How my poor heart aches with every step eu take
Every move eu make and every vow eu break
Every smile eu fake
Every claim eu stake, I'll be watching you
Since eu've gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see ur face
I look around but it's eu I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for eu embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take, I'll be watching you!


alright, i noe this is such a super-duper old song..
20 years ago?
but who cares~
it's the music and msg convey dat matter!
thr's an interesting story of its composer behing the song...*click to wiki it*

p/s: everythg has its limit...and this is the time... tat's it! but i'll be watching eu! yup, it's EU! eu hd better be doin well!

Lecture Marathon

Hd non-stop of lectures fr early in the morning 8am til 3.30pm wif only 30 mins of break in between today...
and the worst thg is gota rush straight away to medical fac afta lecture for prosection class...

i found my Mr Right in prosec hall. LOL =P

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and then again rushing back to our fac for OB tutorial immediately afta class...
real TIRING! >,<
but then smthg special happened today...
i was sitting in the second row in the lecture hall...
my pencil case just fell in the middle of the lecture and all of my stationery just gt scattered all over the floor...
yea, it's nthg to be "hoo-ha" of for dat...
tat basically happened quite often to such a clumsy me...
BUT the point is dat Prof Cheng had actually put down his mic, bent down helping me to pick them up!
how kind of him~ *arw~*
i mean like, eu noe la, most of the Profs - with their big big PhD, Dr. or wat-so-ever titles - are real ignorant n arrogant kind...
who wil help their students pickin up thgs...?! bending down sumore...
i real respect lecturer like Prof Cheng so much - smart yet humble..
thx alot Prof! =)
and one more thg is dat...
i saw this on my lappy when i was back fr class....

how sweet of her! ** hearts **

merry christmas too my dear, love eu =)

Happy Winter Solstice!

it's the Winter Solstice Festival today!
Traditionally, this is the day when family members would sit down togthr, making and eating glutinous balls (TangYuan) which symbolize reunion.
As im from a big close-knitted family, i hd quite sum wonderful memories regarding this festival. =)
The glutinous balls making was one of our annual family activities.
on the night before, all of them would cum over to my house, helping up my granny.
and we the cousins would crowd around the table in the living room, making glutinous balls while watching tv; the mums would be sitting around the dining table, making theirs while chatting ; and the dads would be upstairs hving company conference.
Ah, I just seriously miss the time so much! hahahas =)
I miss the yummy yummy colourful glutinous balls ah ma made too!
but this year im away fr home and i hv to bear wif a LONELY winter solstice..
candise went paktor while evelynn had joined the rest of them to SS2 for glutinous balls...
and i wana do preparation for tmr's prosection class...
so im alone in the room again....TOO BAD =(
but nvm, evelynn promised to get back a bowl of it for me!
and ah ma promise to make sum specially for me when im back home on christmas!
** yipee **

Happy Winter Solstice everyone! =)

For so many times dat You have been leading me to the right ways all these while...

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I believe You would certainly do too this time...

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I hv the faith in You and leaving the rest to You..

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**fingers crossed**

Kampatae!

it's monday again, another new week!

as i'd done my pbl presentation b4 exam, so my class ended on 12 today....

** ys, i noe eu are jealous of me **

and our official result from the faculty is finally out today...

our batch has made quite a number of new records of the faculty:

1. Lowest passing rate for Anatomy, ~15% pass wif equal percentage of ppl getting F.

2. Lowest passing rate for Physiology, ~10% pass

3. Lowest passing rate for Biochemistry, ~50% pass

4. The first and only batch wif NONE gt A for Oral Biology.

and of the majority, i failed quite badly this time...

in fact this is the exam i did the worst for my whole life - fr kindy to pri sch to high sch to college...

of cz thr's few times dat i did quite bad...

but nv once dat's as bad as this extend dat i fail almost all subjs...

it's kind of hard to accept at first...
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but im quite okay wif it d nw...

cz we actually knew most of the result before hand and d crying part of mine is basically over...

and undeniable dat i was nt at my tip-top condition this sem...
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* blame myself for dat *
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so fr now on, i shall learn to manage my emotions better, doin catch up work...

kampatae ah qi!

My Sunday

**making lemonade out of lemons**

was a bit moody this morning...

so obviously couldnt really focus studying anatomy as i planned to...

and thus decided to get my hands on tooth craving...

the one i'd done the other day gt broken at its root part just b4 Prof Marina gt to see...

sobx T.T

so i spent almost the whole day, fr 4smthg til now,

on craving 3 teeth :1 premolar, 1 mandibular molar & 1 maxillary molar

and nw im real EXHAUSTED...

hvin real terrible neckache and cramped fingers..

due to such long hour of lookin down, grippin the craver...

>,<

but im quite sastified wif my work this time....

they show more distinct and finer morphology of each tooth...

practice really makes perfect huh?

** proud of myself = P **

你听得见

有谁能比我知道

比我知道

你的温柔像羽毛

静静躺在我怀抱

只有你能听得到

还有没有人知道

你的微笑像拥抱

多想藏着你的好

只有我看得到

站在屋顶只对风说不想被左右

本来讨厌下雨的天空直到听见有人说爱我

你听得到

坐在电影院的二楼看人群走过

怎么那一天的我们都默默地微笑很久

我想我是太过依赖

在挂电话的刚才

坚持学单纯的小孩

静静看守这份爱

知道不能太依赖

怕你会把我宠坏

你的香味一直徘徊我舍不得离开

Another Anatomy Day

my master-piece : extrinsic eye muscles

** my drawing skills improved thx to anatomy. LOL **

as the usual weekend nites, im again alone in the room tonite...

the whole college is kind of quiet that eu can actually hear a pin drop....

and feelin guilty for lying on the bed for 6 hours doin nthg at all for the whole aftanoon,

i decided to study Anatomy at this quiet lonely nite...

getting myself prepared for nx week's SDL for the topic ORBIT

and guess what?

i came across wif such an "interesting" n so-unexpected-to-be-seen extract in my dull prosection guide book!

and it sounds lik this....

" The next easiest to study are the muscles of the orbit. How important are they? Well, they are responsible for moving the eyelids and the eyeball. Without them you will not able to wink at your boyfriends and, if you could, they will not be able to turn their eyes to look at you. "

real SWT =.=llll

New Sem, New Me

new sem. new me

Sem 2 to-do list :

♥ love myself more ♥

♥ more on studies ♥
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♥ save more for SLR ♥

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♥ more face-bookin ♥

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♥ less facebook-in ♥

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♥ less stayin up late ♥

♥ less cafe world ♥

♥ less day/night dreamin ♥

aja aja fighting ah qi~!

=)

Sis, Happy B'day!

Xuan, Happy 18th Birthday!

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big gal d leh...

dun everythg too " non of my bussiness " d o...

must learn to drive by urself d no matter what...

dun hop dat daddi hv to go QB to drive ur car back for eu again XD

Be good & Happy always... =)

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and dun wry, i nv 4gt of ur present...

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**ta-dah!**

姐妹装：purple for eu & orange for me =)

Tooth Craving

recent few days we are all bz doin tooth craving...

it's actually one of our assignments given even b4 the exam...

and we were supposed to do it during the 3-week sem-break...

but then eu noe ler...

H O L I D A Y....

holiday = eat + sleep + shop + hv fun

no time allocated for assignments..

and so it's the time for us to pay the price of hving too much fun for the past 3 weeks...

>.< . . so let's see what we need :

POP block

it's smthg like cement actually...

Teeth Model

(for reference so that eu gt the right morphology)

last but nt least,

Tooth Carver

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[in process.....]

the "serious" side of me XD

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[ few hours later......]

**ta-dah~!**

proudly presentin eu my piece of work...

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left maxillary second molar =)

pcghs + gurney

back to pcghs to gt my spm and 1119 certs wif wen and fishy....

then headed to gurney...

went mph for books...

daddi asked me to find it for him...

and im lookin for sum medical books too..

but then too bad i cant find any...

and now only i realise dat mph's books are real expensive...

cz i saw " Human Physiology " at mph too...

exactly the same edition like mine...

but it's sold at almost double the price i bought mine fr Kamal's...

>,<

afta dat hd lunch at kim gary...

then acc wen shop around at new wing...

and gt another piece of basic fr MNG

these made up my day =]

也许，相爱很难

也许，相爱很难

Driving Alone

most of them dun like driving alone...
but i think driving alone is sumtimes quite enjoyable...
in fact this was the reason why i prefered driving alone to-n-fro during high sch...
while driving alone, eu have ur very own private time...
eu hv the space to settle down and think...
eu are free to express ur very ownself, without wearing any mask...
neither do eu hv to fake out a smile...
it's only eu and ur car...
when eu are down...eu can let ur tears roll down freely...
without fearing of ur family or frens seeing...
when eu are at cloud nine...
eu can just turn on the music loud and sing along loud...
yup...mayb the person nx car would be lookin at eu like one kind at the traffic light...
but then who cares...
they duno eu...and probably eu would nv meet him/her again...
isnt it?
and one more thing...
only when eu are driving alone wil eu notice bout the little little incidents happenin out of ur windows...
and these little little incidents may sumtimes be ur inspiration...
tat's what i would always do whenever im down...
by the way...
yup, i noe it's kind of dangerous to drive alone here and there...

New World Park

planned to take dim sum this morning...

but then everyone gt up quite late...

so obviously it's too late for yam cha d...

so daddi suggested to hv brunch at new world park =)

my bowl of herbal mee sua

E&O

it's another family day for us~!

xuan is back for this weekend...

(thx to hari raya haji )

so hd lunch out at E&O today...

hehe =)

daddi & mummy =)

look at ling's tam chiak face XD

xuan promoting her sushi & sashimi =)

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so basically we enjoyed the session alot...

ever since both xuan and i entered uni...

we just dun really hv the chance to hv family day lik this dat often anymore...

cz we rarely hv break at the same time...

most often is dat either one wil nt be home...

so we appreciate it alot =)

♥.♥.♥.

went bridal house to try on dress two days ago...
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cz i wil be choo yiyi's bridemaid...

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and happen to be so coincidentally dat she took her album at yin's mum's place....
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KUANG YEE...
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so met aunty, suelynn and jeff....
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suelynn gt shocked and asked...
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" jie jie, why are eu here..? eu wana gt married meah? "
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kids nowadays~
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hahahahah >,<

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okie, back to bridemaid stuff...

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im kind of excited actually...

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cz it's basically my first time to be bridemaid!

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afta trying on few pieces,

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i chosed a simple tube dress =)

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done wif my bussiness, help choo yiyi to choose hers...

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and i hv to say...

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it's really true dat...

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" woman is the prettiest in her wedding gaun~! "

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just let the pictures show its all~ ^^

Back to Penang!

hadnt been updatin for quite some time...

cz was way too busy preparing myself for exam..

and i really skewed up all of my papers...>,<

but nvm la.... as laine sings "过去让它过去 来不及~"

hahahhaas...

so basically i'd done wif my exam and back to Penang!

laine's back fr melb too~

**winkwink**

[22.11.09]

reached penang around 2smthg...


glad dat mummy no longer complaining im too skinny this time...


cz i'd been gainin weight during the study week...


so back to 40kg now....hahah..


hd a real happy nite then =)

[23.11.09]

fetch ah ma to gt her hair perm in the mornin...


and then evening went 火锅之家 wif the same old gang...


but this time wif a new member...


*tah-da*


fishy's dear, Tze Siong aka Mr. BoyF...


and as usual....laine and wen started to mimic them...


"i dun wan this..."


" eu dun wan ar...then eu take this one k...smaller.."


hahaha..


1 more thg was wen & lyk were being perli too...


as they both wore purple T dat day XD

besties =)

- couple of the day -

[24.11.09]

visited wen's new house afta brunch at home around 1...


she had just moved in last week...


i like her room's color tone and curtain...


simple and nice =)


then 2gthr we picked up fishy and headed to gp..


met up saix, jieyong, lyk and tze siong...
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laine din join as she'd watched it wif her church members..
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long queue in front of the cinema...


so, PICTURE TIME!
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(make full use of time mer...hahaha =p)

watched 2012

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wanted ticket for 2.45...

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but then all sold out d...

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so only gt to get for 3.15 one..

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thumbs up for it!

it reflects alot of the unfairness, cruelty and inhumanity in our reality life...

- the poors vs the richs . veto powers . white supermism -

and perhaps it's true..

when it cums to real critical moment...

selfishness is stil smthg we human being can hardly able to gt rid of...
but also at dat particular critical moment...

eu would able to noe who are the ones really love eu as well as who eu love the most..

for love is the only reason tat keeps ppl going on at their worst time... =)

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reached home around 6smthg...

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no electricity...>,<

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but thank god dat everythg was back to normal around 9...

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studied...anatomy again...

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yup, holiday too hv to study, no choice >,<

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kla, goin to bed d!

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nitez~

残废 - 吴克群

爱里行动不便 追不上你的美

脚步再快跟不上你的嘴。

分开我骗了谁 想擦掉你的脸

擦不掉痛却更明显

你说你要的世界在很远 我不了解

分手就分手 别把话说得太美

我像个残废 飞不出你的世界

借不到一点安慰

为什么你拼命后退

退到了边界 结果我没了知觉

就连痛都嫌浪费

在爱里残废 非弄得伤痕累累累

到我无力再追 最怕你突然要挽回

回到了原点 原点却又像终点

然后多痛一遍

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a real nice song candise intro to me =)

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End of Sem 1

it's already the last day of class for this sem today...

finally!

it marks the end of sem 1...

time really flies huh...?

stil rmb the day i drove to kl wif tears all over my face wif chong...

it's just like smthg just happened...

and now a sem is over d in just a blink of eye!

hahahaha...

BUT,

it also marks the start of study week d...

it's already the count-down period for us to exam...

thr's stil sooooo many thgs to cover...

haiz >,<

by the way....

would like to share smthg real crazy we did 2 days ago....

tat's taking pic in front of examination hall wif our lab coat on!

hahahah XD

**i noe it's weird**

it's actually a tradition in our faculty of doing so on the last day for comp papers...

so we did it during the break btw Eng and Info Skills...

everyone brought along our lab coat just for dat..

**sampat us**

LOL...

and we hd caught everyone's attention there dat time...

everyone was lookin us like one kind...

thinkin back, it's kind of sia suey lo...

but it's the 1st time we gt to take our group photo wif everyone in =)

no one was absent...

arg...of cz...who dares nt goin for exam wor...hahhaa...

dental rocks! =)

exams!

exams hd started this week...
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everyone had started their finals, except us and medic students...
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ours will only start 2 weeks later...
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but then we gota sit for compulsory papers 2gthr this week...
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so basically this week will be quite a tiring week...
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cz we stil hv lectures and tutorials...
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nx week only enter study week...
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so we gota rush t0 and fro btw examition hall and our faculty...
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which takes us around 20mins...
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by the way,
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[02.11.09] - quite a "historical" day for me...
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noe why?
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cz it's the day i took my 1st exam in uni...
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hahahaha XD
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though it's nt a real important subject....
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Hubungan Etnik....
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but then stil it's quite an exciting experience...
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the 1st time i take exam in such a big examination hall...
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around 1000 of us sitting for the d same paper in the same hall at the same time...
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and thr's 2 more examination halls of the same size at lower floor and DTC dat take the same paper too...
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the atmosphere is real diff from those i experienced in school and college...
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BUT, thr's a big but....
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i skewed up the papers....
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both TITAS and Hubungan Etnik....
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din really do well >,<
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though i hd spent the whole night and woke up early stuffin them into my brain...
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but thx God dat our faculty doesnt follow the CGPA system like othr...
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so the grade of all these uni subjects wont affect our result...
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as long as we pass all of them b4 we graduate then it's fine...
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should can pass gua...LOL =P
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kla...stop here....
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gg to bed d...2 more papers to go tmr:
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GTEE 1102 - Eng for Academic Purpose
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GXEX 1401 - Info Skill
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wish myself all the best of luck...
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and same to all of my frens!
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(=

hardly-did-anythg day

i was just so nt in the mood of study this evening...

and saw stack of CDs i brought along fr home while tidyin up...

so i watched the Secret again..

alright, i noe it's kind an old movie...

nt very old too la act...2 yrs back?

yup, it's my last movie b4 SPM...

stil rmb i rushed all the way fr tuition class to gp for it..

hahahaahah = p

though i hs been watchin it nt less than 15 times...

still, im so into it...

stil my tears would wet my cheek every each time i watch it..

i duno why too...

hahahaha...>,<

and i just like the character "叶湘伦" so much!

exspecially when he speaks in kind of an o-lor way....

my goodness! he's just so cute ler! >,<

how nice would it be if i hv a bf like him..

muahahaha~

**i noe i sound kinda sampat** =p

and it reminds me bout my piano...

just miss it so much!

last time always free nia tio cal and play thru the phone...

bt ever since i stopped at gr 8 few years back...

plus overwhelmed wif my studies...

then left home for college and now for uni...

it's like been ages dat i basically din really touch my piano d ler...

>,<

kenot d...

this holiday back home mz spend sumtime wif it d...

**winkwink**

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=)

it's physiology practical class today...
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and today's activity is dealing wif the spirometer...
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it's quite a huge device that measures the volume of air breathed in and out...
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hd great time kacau-in those who were getting their spirogram...
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we gota like breath in deep and exhale out forcefully...
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so we were like keep on
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"push! push! baby cumin out d! only a bit more to go! " XD

part of the spirometer

my spirogram =)

5 smthg afta class,

went pasar malam wif candise, heng giap & sherlynn....

basically, we only went for FOOD...

hd lots of 'delicacies' today...

lok lok, bubble tea, pan mee, fried chicken, herbal tea, fruits popiah...

**yumyum**

lok lok

**bt the lok lok @ kl is real expensive ler >,<**

'group' photo w/o me

[couple of the day]

they are so sweet that made me and sherlynn sumhow beh tahan...

and the funniest part was dat...

afta they said all those "yuk ma" stuff so loudly d...

only they said " aiya...dun say so loud...later xiuqi n sherlynn beh tahan..."

hahaha >,<

*we 4giv eu eh...understand la...cz we were once lik dat too..rmb sy n wen always say me sai meng too. XD *

btw...hop eu two stay sweet 4ever! =)

seein them reminds me of him...the way of his driving single-handed while another hand holdin mine tight...the moments we went lok lok 2gthr...and what happened on laine's 08' n 09' bdays...bt i guess eu no longer rmb all ths...

and owh ya!

nt to 4get bout the cute facial towel i bought...

**winkwink**

the bear looks so cute! =P

back to uni around 7smthg...

had bath and took a nap...

and again....

back to BOOKS

*sigh*

STRESS is fillin the atmosphere of coll recently...

cz it's already d study week for courses othr than medicine and dentistry...

their finals wil start fr nx week...

and ours is just around the corner too...

only 17 days to go...

no more time to waste >,<

so jiayou 2gthr lo my frens!

signin' off,

p/s: kampatae 2gthr o...dun giv up for the followin papers...im sure eu can do it..add oil =)