Christmas Weekend

back to penang for christmas!

we usually celebrate our christmas at yiyi's house in quite a "comtemporary" way:
fiesta wif turkey, baked potatoes, baked sausages belted wif bacon, wine, fruit punch...
yiyi's church members would come over carolling and then gift exchange around 12...
but i missed all of these this year...
HOW BAD T.T
cz i only reached penang around 9smthg on christmas eve...
obviously they hd went over to yiyi's house at bm for christmas-eve party...
daddi suggested me to stop at juru toll and he pick me up there...
but then it would be kind of troublesome...
so asked for Wen's help last minute...
luckily Wen hd no function dat nite..
so she can pick me up..
** thx Wen, love eu lots **
as nobody's home, neither did i bring along my house key,
so just spontenously we went E-gate Starbuck while waiting my family to be back...
bumped into some of the youth impacts there..

theresa, deriss, deswyn, nicholas...

also, as it's been ages since wen last met suiyen...
we called up her and so she came over wif adelyn too afta attending church...
hd gals talk and of cz nt to miss...

PICTURE TIME!

see the similarities in us?

[ t-shirt . hairband . scarf ]

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then it came the christmas day!
hd the second gals outing wif kiwi, suiyen and adelyn..
it's been quite sum time i din meet tiok kiwi d too....
and guess what was the 1st thg she said once getting into my car..?
" wei, ur hair how cum so long ki eh..."
real swt =.=lll
we hd lunch at Apex Cafe..
and as usual, gals' talk again~!
it reminded me of the cnys we hd togthr during schooling days...
hahaha!
a bit bit dissapointment at nite...
but nvm...i noe eu were just worried of my safety =]

sat mornin, again, another gals outing wif the gals...
went yam cha wif mag, wen, sue-yin, laine, fishy
**just ignore ts...he and fishy are 2 in 1...LOL**
brought along xiangling too...she insisted on following...
and smthg real funny happened...
mag, wen and i reached first...
laine n fishy were just on the way picking up sue-yin..
so they asked us to start first...
but then for ur info, there's basically 2 点心之家 in penang - one opp KDU ; another opp UMNO...
and guess what?
we just went to d diff ones...
** communication break down**
and the climax was we only discovered it when we were almost done eating..
**no wonder they just din come eh*
hahahah >,<
nite, planned of going out...
but forced to cancel off due to certain reason..
sobx T.T * im real sry*

so...this was how i spent my Christmas weekend!
thr's a small regret for this trip back to penang by the way = (
anyway, im now back to uni, getting myself ready to focus on my STUDY!
no more holiday mode til CNY break !
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KAMPATAE TO MYSELF! =)

Double Standard

very often, we hv double standard in us :

we judge people using this rule while judgin our own wif a diff rule,

setting a lower standard for ourselves while asking more from the rest.

we allow ourselves to make mistakes while pinning down the rest for just even a little tiny mistake they did.

we tend to pointing towards others instead of reflecting back.

this is the HUMAN BEINGS...

Every Breath Eu Take

Every breath eu take and every move eu make
Every bond eu break
Every step eu take, I'll be watching eu
Every single day and every word eusay
Every game eu play
Every night eu stay, I'll be watching you
Oh can't eu see eu belong to me?
How my poor heart aches with every step eu take
Every move eu make and every vow eu break
Every smile eu fake
Every claim eu stake, I'll be watching you
Since eu've gone I've been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see ur face
I look around but it's eu I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for eu embrace
I keep crying baby, baby please
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take, I'll be watching you!


alright, i noe this is such a super-duper old song..
20 years ago?
but who cares~
it's the music and msg convey dat matter!
thr's an interesting story of its composer behing the song...*click to wiki it*

p/s: everythg has its limit...and this is the time... tat's it! but i'll be watching eu! yup, it's EU! eu hd better be doin well!

Lecture Marathon

Hd non-stop of lectures fr early in the morning 8am til 3.30pm wif only 30 mins of break in between today...
and the worst thg is gota rush straight away to medical fac afta lecture for prosection class...

i found my Mr Right in prosec hall. LOL =P

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and then again rushing back to our fac for OB tutorial immediately afta class...
real TIRING! >,<
but then smthg special happened today...
i was sitting in the second row in the lecture hall...
my pencil case just fell in the middle of the lecture and all of my stationery just gt scattered all over the floor...
yea, it's nthg to be "hoo-ha" of for dat...
tat basically happened quite often to such a clumsy me...
BUT the point is dat Prof Cheng had actually put down his mic, bent down helping me to pick them up!
how kind of him~ *arw~*
i mean like, eu noe la, most of the Profs - with their big big PhD, Dr. or wat-so-ever titles - are real ignorant n arrogant kind...
who wil help their students pickin up thgs...?! bending down sumore...
i real respect lecturer like Prof Cheng so much - smart yet humble..
thx alot Prof! =)
and one more thg is dat...
i saw this on my lappy when i was back fr class....

how sweet of her! ** hearts **

merry christmas too my dear, love eu =)

Happy Winter Solstice!

it's the Winter Solstice Festival today!
Traditionally, this is the day when family members would sit down togthr, making and eating glutinous balls (TangYuan) which symbolize reunion.
As im from a big close-knitted family, i hd quite sum wonderful memories regarding this festival. =)
The glutinous balls making was one of our annual family activities.
on the night before, all of them would cum over to my house, helping up my granny.
and we the cousins would crowd around the table in the living room, making glutinous balls while watching tv; the mums would be sitting around the dining table, making theirs while chatting ; and the dads would be upstairs hving company conference.
Ah, I just seriously miss the time so much! hahahas =)
I miss the yummy yummy colourful glutinous balls ah ma made too!
but this year im away fr home and i hv to bear wif a LONELY winter solstice..
candise went paktor while evelynn had joined the rest of them to SS2 for glutinous balls...
and i wana do preparation for tmr's prosection class...
so im alone in the room again....TOO BAD =(
but nvm, evelynn promised to get back a bowl of it for me!
and ah ma promise to make sum specially for me when im back home on christmas!
** yipee **

Happy Winter Solstice everyone! =)

For so many times dat You have been leading me to the right ways all these while...

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I believe You would certainly do too this time...

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I hv the faith in You and leaving the rest to You..

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**fingers crossed**

Kampatae!

it's monday again, another new week!

as i'd done my pbl presentation b4 exam, so my class ended on 12 today....

** ys, i noe eu are jealous of me **

and our official result from the faculty is finally out today...

our batch has made quite a number of new records of the faculty:

1. Lowest passing rate for Anatomy, ~15% pass wif equal percentage of ppl getting F.

2. Lowest passing rate for Physiology, ~10% pass

3. Lowest passing rate for Biochemistry, ~50% pass

4. The first and only batch wif NONE gt A for Oral Biology.

and of the majority, i failed quite badly this time...

in fact this is the exam i did the worst for my whole life - fr kindy to pri sch to high sch to college...

of cz thr's few times dat i did quite bad...

but nv once dat's as bad as this extend dat i fail almost all subjs...

it's kind of hard to accept at first...
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but im quite okay wif it d nw...

cz we actually knew most of the result before hand and d crying part of mine is basically over...

and undeniable dat i was nt at my tip-top condition this sem...
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* blame myself for dat *
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so fr now on, i shall learn to manage my emotions better, doin catch up work...

kampatae ah qi!