arghhhhh!

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seriously duno what im actually doin...
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it seems everythg is clear enough...
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but why cant i jz gt d clue and gt out of it...
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no matter how hard i tried to stuff them into my head...
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no matter how hard i wish i could really see it thru...
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it's like always when i tought i finally understand it...
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but immediately on the next day...
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i wil just 4gt bout everythg again...
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my brain gt blank again!
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grrrrr~~!
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dear God, can You pls grant me the wisdom to understand?

**prayin hard**