misunderstanding

went gurney wif dear today, watched transformer...
it suppose to be another great date b4 im leaving for uni...
mayb it's not, i thought it would be atleast...
but thgs dont turn into the way i wish to....
i ruined everythg wif a phrase "it's not my idea by the way..."
but i can surely tell that i said dat nt bcz i dun think i was wrong..
if i think dat way...i wouldnt had even bothered to post the last post this morning...
bout the movie...
it's not as what you think at all...
i admit i was sumhow a bit "mang jang"...
movie delayed..din gt to contact heng directly...
ting too din reply a okie or no...
kind of worry nobody pick up ling...
and my eyes were already tired cz lack of slp recently...
wearing contact lens making them more tired...
if im not willing to watch the movie...
i wouldnt hd been the one who asked you for this movie...
if im not sincere of accompanying eu for it...
i wouldnt hd been sitting infront of my lappy to check if it's showing once i jumped out of bed...
i've said
" i said i wil change mean i wil change.."
hope dat eu wil see my change...or atleast my effort in it **praying hard**