Tiring Days

christmas was over and here came there 3rd week of 2nd Sem....

yes, 3RD WEEK!!

wat's so special of 3rd week dat i hv to make its font dat big and bolded?

it's bcz fr this week on our timetable wil be real real PACK!

no more SSL ( self-study learning aka sleeping time )...

no more 4hrs break in between the classes..

no more my-tutorial-is nx-section-so-i-can-go-back-and-sleep-now...

and

we hv to WALK MORE!

fr this faculty to another..

>,<

as for yesterday and today...

i think i'd been spending half of my time just walking here and there...

to illustrate this, this is the map i drafted by my own..

** 1st coll to kps : ~20mins**

** dental new fac to medic fac : ~23mins **

chew on this:

yesterday...

0800-0930: lectures @ Dental New Fac

0930 : form summition @ KPS

1015-1315 : prosection class @ Medic Fac

1400 : go office to settle my fees payment @KPS

1530 : oral biology tutorial @ Dental New Fac

today....

0800-1000: lectures @ Dental New Fac

1030-1315 : anatomy SDL @ Medic Fac

1315-1400 : lunch break [back to 1st coll for lunch]

1400-1500: physiology tutorial @ Dental New Fac

1500-1800: Professional Writing @ Enginering Fac

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so basically i just jump flat on my bed once im back fr class these days..

feel as if my legs weren't mine at all =(

and still hv to bear wif it for one sem...

i think our Dean just take us as robots which nid no rest...

T.T

owh ya!

nt to 4get...

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

may all of us hv a blessed year ahead~ =)))

Thx!

planned to get to bed early today...
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but just when i hd prepared myself...
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going to bed soon afta blogging...
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smthg happened...
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holding on, rushed out of room...
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went down and hd a stroll by myself....
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i tot i could nt lettin them see dat...
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settled down, gt back to room...
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evelynn offered to teach me to play her chinese yoyo...
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扯铃

the noob

and

the semi-pro

**evelynn say kenot write pro wor**

it really made me putting thgs aside for dat moment...

evelynn & candise,

thx alot! love eu gals. hearts.

quote of the day:

fallin in love is like drinking beer...when eu gt too much of it...eu'll find urself start acting stupid... but eu just cant stop urself drinking stil...

arghhhhh!

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seriously duno what im actually doin...
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it seems everythg is clear enough...
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but why cant i jz gt d clue and gt out of it...
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no matter how hard i tried to stuff them into my head...
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no matter how hard i wish i could really see it thru...
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it's like always when i tought i finally understand it...
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but immediately on the next day...
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i wil just 4gt bout everythg again...
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my brain gt blank again!
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grrrrr~~!
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dear God, can You pls grant me the wisdom to understand?

**prayin hard**

If

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if i could be nt dat soft-hearted

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if i could just ignore everythg, doing thgs i want to

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if i could preserve more for myself

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if i were nt blind by all those

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if i could be nt so perasan =P

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thgs would hd gt much more simplier

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and i could do better perhaps

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bt why i just cant?

** thinkin =) **

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fever again....geram >,<

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lesson

""let it go....eu can hv better choice perhaps..."
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" it shouldnt be everythg of ur life...eu are stil young..."

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"eu hd been doin well too in the pass 14years without him b4 dat...thr's no big deal...eu are only goin back to the very 1st point...im sure eu can do it..."



thgs arent as simple as eu tot when it's nt on eu...
exspecially when eu noe it's our own fault...

and try hard to compensate,,,

tat's wat i hd learnt....

loss of weight~!

woke up late today....
it's very late in fact...
i din really notice what the time was actually at first...
i just gt up...grabbed my cell phone and sent out a text, blurly...
and then walked out of the room wif my eyes half-opened...
heard sounds fr kitchen..so i tot it was almost lunch time...
tot makcik and ah ma were preparing lunch...[in fact they were prep ingre for dinner]
BUT...once i saw ah ma...
" eu scared us ler eu noe...we tot dat what happened to eu...so late d stil havent woke up...went to ur room and touched eu..ur hands and legs were cold...tot what happened..gt fainted or what...luckily saw eu stil breathing...noe eu are just sleeping..."
and i was like..." huh? very late d meah..."
glanced over the clock...it was already 3 smthg~!
then only i knew it was dat late d... >,<
ah ma cooked me smthg to eat...
then spent sumtime watching dvd...on9...
and then went for ronda in the evening again...
went to the mountain there..
many thgs popped into my mind dat i couldnt bear anymore...
so decided to go home only afta a while...
bumped into kiwi and ning chao...but they din see me i guess...
glad to see them so sweet by the way...*blesses for them**
then reached home...
saw the weighing scale besides piano...
it hs been ages that i din weight myself...
the last time was b4 entering uni i guess...d last reading was 42kg...
i din feel dat i gained or loss weight...
but lots of them too was like " why eu gt so thin ki...?'
so i weighted, expectin it'll be more or less 40...
but surprisingly...it was only 36kg~!
i couldnt believe my eyes and asked ting to gt d reading again...
and confirmed...im only 36 now...
i loss 6kgs in 6 weeks time~!
must not let daddi noe dat...or i surely kena d...

Outings

went to meet up fishy at klcc this noon...
she came wif her family...but then they gota attend a conference at kl conv centre...

so fishy and i hd our own sweet time hanging around at klcc...

we hd our brunch at nando's....and for sure...we hd a great chat again..

glad to see her seems alright d...

she kept telling me dat how entao and cute wilberd pan is....(she went TAC coll for him ytd..)

make me so jealous nia...hmp..hahha..

fishy.qi

heading back to coll around 3.30 then...
cz going out for dinner wif my family members...
my uncles, aunt and sum cousins came over...
it's not our family gathering actually...
but it's sum kind of...duno what association mia anni ler...
and our company booked 2 tables...
as im in kl...so im in the to-go list for sure..
same goes to shern, chong and their gf (yixiu and xiaoxian)
the dinner itself was kind of boring...
but we the cousins try to make fun out of it and snapped lots of pics..

[yixiu].[jingai].[xiuqi].[xiaoxian]

and my kuku keep kacau me and ah chong by calling us "Dr Wong"...
" We are waiting for eu to graduate leh...by the time we are old enough to make denture d.."
i just duno hw am i supposed to tel probably i wont be one d if i cant pick up right hand...
but to say "aiya...so many years to go kok..." wif a smile hung on....

Left-handed

hd PBL(problem-based learning) session yesterday...
and our task for ytd was to observe the real condition on how the dentists handle their patients... so we were allowed to tour around the clinical centre in the uni...
it was an eye-opening and interesting experience actually...
gt to see in close distance how dental surgeries and treatment are done...
but there's smthg really critical dat i've gt to noe...
that is....dentistry is totally a RIGHT-HANDER industry, which all the facilities
-be it the dental chair, the instruments used or even the techniques taught to numb the nerves-
all are designed to customize the right-handers....
and this is a real big problem to me who's a left-hander...
it's the first time in my 19-year-long life dat im kind of regret dat im left-handed...
cz all the while i dun really feel the inconvenience of being left-handed...
though most of the thgs we use in daily life like are meant for right-handed...
it's stil not dat bad as we can stil use them..
even guitars too already hv models for left-handed....
so i nv tot dat it would be dat bad...
and it's impossible dat there's no dentist on earth who's left-handed right...
but after asking only i knew dat thr's really no dental facilities for left-handed...
all the left-handed seniors have to force themselves, training themselves to use their right hand too...
tat's the only way...
and i was like gt a strike on my head...
how am i supposed to switch to right hand to do all these...?
and it's not just doing simple unimportant routine such as eating...
but to deal wif real patients~!
but i gt no choice besides trying to pick it up...
i tried eating in the "NORMAL" kind of way..
but i just cant ler...spilt everywhere..>,< and daddi suggested me on trying to cut papers using sccissors using right hand...
arrrr~
i mean like afta so hard struggling thru spm and matrix...
and finally i gt into wat i really wan...
but it turns out to be so...and i can kind of understand how caryn feels d...
really hope dat i can make it...
or else changing course wil my only choice... T.T
kampatae to myself...

S.I.C.K.

"sickness can really pull sumone down and make him/her to miss home so much"


i finally realize dat... =(

misunderstanding

went gurney wif dear today, watched transformer...
it suppose to be another great date b4 im leaving for uni...
mayb it's not, i thought it would be atleast...
but thgs dont turn into the way i wish to....
i ruined everythg wif a phrase "it's not my idea by the way..."
but i can surely tell that i said dat nt bcz i dun think i was wrong..
if i think dat way...i wouldnt had even bothered to post the last post this morning...
bout the movie...
it's not as what you think at all...
i admit i was sumhow a bit "mang jang"...
movie delayed..din gt to contact heng directly...
ting too din reply a okie or no...
kind of worry nobody pick up ling...
and my eyes were already tired cz lack of slp recently...
wearing contact lens making them more tired...
if im not willing to watch the movie...
i wouldnt hd been the one who asked you for this movie...
if im not sincere of accompanying eu for it...
i wouldnt hd been sitting infront of my lappy to check if it's showing once i jumped out of bed...
i've said
" i said i wil change mean i wil change.."
hope dat eu wil see my change...or atleast my effort in it **praying hard**